So I’ve been holding off on posting this update for a little while because to be honest it doesn’t quite feel real yet. BUT….
I’VE BOUGHT MY LAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!
Interestingly not the land that I’ve mentioned in past posts. I got to a point where I had to give up hope on that property. In a year and a half (almost 2 years now) I chased and chased and chased this guy to get his shit together and sell me the land. I literally left a voicemail on his phone every 2-3 weeks chasing an update and only spoke to him twice in 18 months. (You’d think I’d take a hint huh… 🙂 ) In February I found out through the council website that the subdivision was approved in December but he hadn’t contacted me. I finally managed to get him on the phone and he said that his sister was holding the process up. And shortly after that his other sister who I have regular contact with casually slipped “I don’t think it’s ever going to happen” into the conversation so that really put the doubt in my head. So I gave up and made the conscious decision to let it go as a viable option.
The very next day I decided to look through old real estate listings that I’d previously written off and quite by accident this property came up. I had looked at the listing when it was originally advertised in January this year but quickly dismissed it for dumb reasons (lets not go there). But really taking a good look at it closer… it ticked every box. In fact it is the polar opposite of the other property in every way. There are trees on my property (the other one had 3 trees on 25 acres), there’s a massive dam on the property (the other one had zero water, even the water tanks were empty), there are 2 little straw bale cottages on my property(!!), there’s existing solar setup on my land, there’s a small orchard… The beginnings of everything I want to establish is there with little effort. In every way this property is THE ONE, even down to my secret wish list of things that would be nice to have but weren’t on the “must have” list.
All it took was letting go. To say that I was focused on the first block of land is an understatement. Obsessed more like it. As in, every waking thought was poured into that land. Dreaming, planning even shopping for a land that wasn’t mine. And I should have clued on earlier that it wouldn’t be mine as everything from the start was all an uphill slog. From the lack of communication to the amount of work and money I’d have to pour into this land to make it what I want. All very hard work. And ultimately I could make it work but the ease in which MY property has happened and how (relatively) easy it will be to set up is pretty astounding. I was clearly holding on too tight and the moment I let go the right one came into view.
There are other interesting connections. I first saw it on the 06/04 (6 April), the address number is 604, my PO box is 64 all of of which reduce to a 1 and we settle on 1 July 🙂 I like little synchronistic alignments like that. A week after they accepted my offer I thought I lost the property as I made my offer subject to the council report that is included in the sale contract. The council report details whether you can build on the property. When the final version of the contract came in my land size was too small to build on according to the report. I was absolutely gutted. It just didn’t make sense to me that the perfect property be given to me and feel SO right and then taken away. A week later after I got my solicitor to check with the sellers as to why it was listed with building entitlement and to request one last report request to council it turns out that they had obtained the report that I’d just had my solicitor request but hadn’t included it in the sale contract for whatever reason and the result is that my land is eligible to build on according to clause 3(A) subclause d, item (i)… some really obscure clause but eligible! But that in itself was a letting go reminder as I’d started to get obsessive with my new property so lesson learned and now it’s all go with the flow.
So now that I actually have some interesting things to post I’ll be here a little more often as I have A LOT of things planned, a massive to do list and I’d like to take you on the journey. Even if I’m just writing this for myself for documentation sake I’ll be around a bit more. I’m toying with starting a Youtube channel as well but just toying with the idea at this stage.
so… YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! /happy dance
So things have been really quiet on the western front. The kind of quiet that gets eyed with suspicion but I’m trying to remain positive!
I mentioned last time we spoke that I’ve got my eye on a piece of land. That land is being subdivided from a larger parcel and has been sitting with the local council to be approved and finalised before it’s ready for sale. Last year I was in regular contact with the owner for fortnightlyish updates as it was almost done but since December I’ve rang and left a few messages and haven’t had a return phone call or text to let me know what’s going on…. My mind, of course, is running away with the pixies and jumping to all the wrong conclusions with all sorts of crap scenarios being turned over.
I’m so itchingly close to this whole thing being a reality (which in itself is a little unreal) but I’m chalking it up to the grand patience lesson that this land/homestead/house building journey is all about. Just gotta wait a little longer I guess. And I also had one of those weird thought moments about patience and time as I was feeling frustrated about being in limbo and nothing happening YET AGAIN. The thought was not so much about the waiting but what I’m actually doing with the time that I’ve been “given”. Instead of moping about and feeling sorry for myself I feel like I need to be doing constructive things with this time. I’m going to busy enough once I get the land and get going. At the moment I’m working on my Permaculture Design Certificate final assignment (on the new land of course) but I feel like I need to do more. Of what I don’t know. Maybe I just need to fkn relax? No idea 🙂
So I’m staying positive and just chalking it up to my ever lovin impatience as it is ONLY the third week of January… And councils are hella slow right? right?
Soo…. my lil hiatus is officially over! Did you miss me?? So what have you been up to? How’s the farm and kids? What have you grown lately?
So I’ll be blooging regularly again. I’ve missed writing to you and quite frankly I’m not sure why I’ve been gone so long when we have so much to talk about. Here are some highlights of happenings while I’ve been gone:
Seriously though not much has changed since my last ramble. My place is still on the market, I’ve come close to getting an offer a couple of times but their finance has fallen through. I had an inspection last weekend with a really nice couple and I’m hopeful they love it enough to make an offer. It seemed to tick all the right boxes for them and it’s what they’re looking for so I’ll just have to be patient and wait to hear from them. I’ve got another inspection this coming weekend so that’s plan b I guess 🙂 One of the bonuses to having a house inspection is that my house is so sparkly and clean, it’s a really nice feeling.
Check out the sky the other day, it looked painted after the storm so I had to take pics 🙂
One thing that has changed is that I’ve started Geoff Lawton’s online Permaculture Design Course and totally loving it. I can’t remember if I mentioned wanting to do it here before (I’ll have to read my own blog!) but it’s turning out to be more than I hoped for and I’m seriously inspired and learning so much. I’ve had a few ideas on things to do around the place but I’m still going to move as there are too many things that just aren’t right about the place for me that even permaculture can’t remedy.
BUT I have found a new plot of land recently that would be just perfect to build my straw bale house upon. I’ve even come up with a name for it but I’m not going to share just yet as I don’t want to jinx it. And I need to sell this place first before I start looking too far ahead. I may or may not have looked up domain names and WordPress names for this place and contemplated buying a domain for it… again… trying not to jump the gun too much hehe.
Duck update: I’m down to two – Bruce and Blondie. I had 4 for the longest time and then 3 of them did a little disappearing act but came back a few weeks later after I’d rehomed the drake (Frank) who was left behind as he was stressed out living all alone. The two girls disappeared for a week a short while later and only Blondie came back so RIP Chicken, she always was a big ole scaredy cat. I was almost a grandmother again this year as Blondie went all broody in the coop again this last month but fate stepped in and the weekend that they were due to hatch, the eggs mysteriously disappeared. I have a feeling this big guy:
snuck in the coop and had himself a lil duck dinner. I’d seen him hanging around the house for a week or two and of course now that all the eggs are gone I haven’t seen him back. It’s also starting to get colder so that could also be why. While I love the ducklings cuz they’re so darn cute I really didn’t want them right now if I’m about to move out (depending whether the new owner is interested in keeping them of course) so while it’s sad that they were eaten, it’s also, selfishly, a good thing. The circle of life n all that.
Anyway I just wanted to pop my head in and see how you are, glad you’re well 🙂 I won’t be a stranger, I promise!
Hmmm so it seems another month has gone by…. how is that actually possible?? Damn you WP for not posting all those kickass mental posts that I’ve thought up in this past month. Geeeez.
I’ve had the last two weeks off work to sort out some shit and during this time I’ve come to a very regretable/sad/kickingmyselfinthebutt/dumb realisation. This place is not “The One”. I’ve almost been here a year and it’s taken me all of that time to work it out. Dumbass.
The fact that I still haven’t fully unpacked and have only just recently unpacked my ‘study’ should have been a clue. The fact that I was so fkn impatient and just wanted to get out of my Mum’s house should have been a clue. The fact that the tidy sum of money that I had saved from the sale of my last place and which I’d intended on using for the renos etc to make this place what I wanted it to be but was wiped out because I had to use it as part of a 20% deposit due to the size of the land should have been a clue. The fact that there is no area for grazing animals should have been a clue. The fact that I should NOT have trusted the agent when he said that the council had been out inspecting weeds and found nothing should have been a clue. I should have tested the soil depth and quality so that I didn’t discover that I’m basically sitting on shale rock with 5 cm of soil on top so I can’t really plant or grow anything unless it’s in a raised bed. The house is functional but needs updating and now that we’re back to winter again it’s really cold and I wryly find myself thinking… wouldn’t be cold if it was a fkn strawbale house dumbass.
Don’t get me wrong I LOVE this place, the seclusion and serenity, it’s just not the right land for what I now know what I want to do. And I’m never going to be able to save up enough money to do the house improvements that I want to do or install solar, or improve the soil or plant an orchard etc etc etc ad infinitum ad nauseum. When I had to give up my little pot of money for the deposit I thought “oh it’ll be fiiiine, I’m not in a rush, it’ll work out when I need to find money to do things”. That day won’t come. There’ll always be something cropping up (like the weedspraying which I still haven’t done and have to get cracking on this winter). So many things I need like a ride on lawnmower/slasher to keep this place under control but that’s not gonna happen either. I should have fkn clued on and said impatience begone! and walked away from it. I do remember having second thoughts about it but just brushed them aside because of the strong strong feeling of just wanting to get on with it and have my own space again. Maybe this is also a lesson in second thoughts and gut feelings for me.
And despite finding this place and loving it, I have to acknowledge that I still have in my heart that need to build my strawbale house that I’d planned before. I should have stuck to my dream and just given myself an uppercut and waited til the right bit of land came along. Instead I compromised. Bzzzt, wrong, thanks for playing.
So I’m going to sell. But of course, in this Part 2 of LESSON IN PATIENCE I can’t do anything for another year because part of my mortgage is fixed (also a mistake) and reading the fine print says that it’s going to be super expensive to break that fixed portion early. AND I’ve still got to find the right land AGAIN. Last time it took me one and a half fucking YEARS to find this place… I just need to have faith and hope that because this time I am doing what I set out to do in the first place that it won’t take as long. I have already started to have a look around and found a nice parcel of land that meets those previous criteria (except there’s no real water on the land except a couple of dams but with all I’ve been reading on permaculture and dam building that shouldn’t really be an issue, just on the wishlist) but I can’t do anything yet.
I don’t want to torture myself too much with looking because financially I can’t do anything til that fixed portion can be changed back to variable but it’s so hard not to. I just feel so dumb about all of this. To be back at the start again. I’m trying to just concentrate on the fact that it’s just a giant lesson in patience and sticking to your dreams and not compromising on what you want.
Check check it ouuuut! Fiddy cent in da house!
Huh?? Well… More like on the house – my door and window to be specific ;). This lil guy comes every night to feast on the moth and bug buffet that I so generously provide by keeping my curtains open at night when the lights are on. I call him Fiddy because he’s only about the size of a 50 cent coin so he’s only little (about 3cm or 1.18 inches for those non 50cent havin folks). And that’s me assuming it’s a he… um… no idea how to detect the difference if you get me. All pics can be clicked upon to make them bigger if you want to see him in his full glory.
(flippin a peace sign, so gangsta)
So last night he decided to drop by with his girl du jour (some hussy from the pond no doubt).
(Do you feel like you’re being watched??)
(tappin on the window – check out my biatch yo)
I had to close the curtains because it was freezing last night but next to the window is my front back door which has glass inserts and they adjourned there for some alfresco fine dining. You can kinda get a bit more of a better feel for how big they are in the pic below too.
I got up the nerve to slowly and carefully open the door to see if I could get a pic of their backs (I was having visions of them jumping off into the house or in my face! Thankfully they restrained themselves from doing that to me) and eh voila below is what they look like:
No idea what kind of frog they are apart from cute. And I had no idea that frog’s eyes glowed in a flash until now. I can add him to the Spot the Wildlife list. I’m trying to get some pics of the Black Cockatoos (aka Pterodactyls) that have taken up residence in the pine trees nearby. They have the strangest bird call I’ve ever heard (hence the Pterodactyl) and a really beautiful shape when they’re flying as they have really long tail feathers. I think they’re yellow-tailed Black Cockatoos based on the sounds I’ve googled https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_Cr8uzwMPI as the red-tailed sounds a bit more shrieky than dinosaury hehe.
Weirdly enough I’ve had ‘Scribe – Not Many’ going round in my head writing this… wrong rapper (and probably better *gasp*, Youtube it 🙂 )
There they are, all in a row. Tick! Off the list 🙂 hehehe
Eeep! Just realised the babies are a month old… which means I haven’t spoken to you for a month already! I really need more hours in the day so if someone could organise that, that would be great. Or maybe an automatic blogging feature to plug in to my brain because I often thing of posts and then just don’t have time to type them out!
Anyway just wanted to update you on the babies. Luckily the weather has been turning so it looks like Mr Goanna has gone into hibernation somewhere. I did lose 1 duckling to a predator unknown when they were 2 weeks old and sadly one drowned which is my own fault. I felt so bad about it seeing what had happened but lesson learned. The remaining six are doing SO well! They’re getting so big and just devour any food that comes their way. This week they’ve gotten too big to slip under the coop door so they don’t sneak out to greet me every morning for breakfast (which used to give Mummy a cardiac and she’d be so anxious to get out by the time I walked down to the coop). They all look mostly identical except one guy who is almost all black and the blonde/white one. If I were to judge by size I think I have 2 boys and 4 girls as there are definitely two who are bigger and have chunkier legs than the others.
(the almost all black one and the blondie)
It’s really interesting to see how similar this batch are in behaviour as the last lot. The way that they run to greet me every time I step outside and how they follow me around. This lot follow me more than the last and I don’t think Mummy likes that very much as she has to race to keep up with them. They also make their distress call when they can’t see me which is interesting so I hope they’re not imprinting on me too much. They’re just starting to get the first dots of their feathers coming in and subtle colour changes. I’m SO curious to see how the ‘blonde’ one is going to turn out. I can see a darker undercoat coming out beneath the fuzz so may not be white after all. Ummm can you tell I’m thinking of keeping them? Haven’t decided yet and keep changing my mind!
Gotta love cute fuzzy duck butts 🙂
I’ve started taking more photos around the place and to keep a more regular blog schedule I’m going to start a Farm Photo Friday post with images from around the place. And I’m going to look into the WordPress app so that I can write mor posts! I really do have so much that I want to share with you so in those free moments I have and can’t get to a computer I think it would be a great idea to even just get a draft down.
Other than duckling news, things are starting to progress on the veggie patch. My idea was to make wicking beds because the “soil” is just hard shale and being on tank water I think it’s the best way to kill 2 birds with one stone as wicking beds are more waterwise. I’ve been trying to track down someone who has cheap IBC tanks for sale and might have 2 soon. I was also talking to the girl at the stockfeed store and she said that they might be getting in some moldy hay soon which I want heaps of to start making some actual soil on top of my shale.
I got fined by the council for not dealing with my noxious weeds 😦 Basically I’ve been too broke to do it but I’m going to have to bite the bullet and get it done before I get fined again. I’ve got to do the serrated tussock over the winter months and have the blackberry and st Johns Wort done by 1 Dec so I have a little time to take care of the others. It’ll help to split up the payments but I’m worried about the chemicals and the ducklings as they forage around the place. I think I’m going to have to get the guy to do everything except the house yard and just try and take care of the house yard by hand. I really HATE the idea of all the chemicals but I don’t have another option. I even looked at goats and whether they could take care of it naturally but they don’t make a big enough impact on the tussock to prevent future growth. I wish there was a better way to take care of it but my hands are tied apparently. just gotta get it over and done with!
I’ve also had some ideas on how to make a bit of extra cash while letting my creative side roam. But more on that another time 😉 See you Friday!
A duck mandala!
So it looks like the bushy thing that I thought was an agapanthus turns out to be nothing like an agapanthus. It suddenly started blossoming with these white lily looking flowers. I asked around work to see if anyone knew what it was as the foliage is all wrong for most lilies and it looks to be a Hippeastrum. So the hippy (me) is growing hippies hahahahaha!
I’ll have to take some better pics tonight as it really is quite lovely.